Things are getting closer and closer to the recital... I'm nervous. I just know I'll mess up, but I can't think like that, can I? Then I'll mess up for sure. I just wish I could muster enough courage to ask Oshitari-senpai about it. I mean, what he really wants to get out of the entire thing, and how dedicated he is. Shishido-san tried to cheer me up, and I'm trying to listen to him, and not to the stupid voices in my head. Because they're... Not really being helpful. At all.
- Mood:
worried
